People just dont understand, im NOT in the mood! That means: i DO NOT want to talk!

sometimes even the slightest unimportant things make me feel bad, as if i did something wrong. it could be just something i mistakenly said, something that didn't really even matter, but it would be me feel so bad as if i missed out on something.
It happened recently when i was talking to this girl, i feel like the conversation didnt end well, or ... Read more

have you ever met someone that you really wanted to be with? more than just wanting, you felt you need to be with, even though you are in a relationship?
Its happened to me before, and while i didn't do anything with this person, i had this immense feeling as if i missed out on something incredible, that it wasn't just about being with that person... Read more

Im tired of having to deal with all of these stressful things, i want to just go on vacation for a year, relax, and not think about things. Maybe ill become a Buddhist monk

Sometimes i get so annoyed with people to the point that i cant even look at them anymore, i cant look them in the eye, the face, nothing, not even in their direction!
Even when we are talking 1 on 1 about something good, i cant seem to look them in the face.. as if i`m traumatized or something.
I find this happens with people i dislike and don't ... Read more
