Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer.
Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains.
Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will?
I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.
Anonymous
2ys ago
Relationships & Intimacy
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen.
I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me.
I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
Anonymous
2ys ago
Advice & Motivation
We assume the worst
It has become a habit for people to assume the worst.
They could see a portion of an article, a sentence really, and from just that alone come up with a whole story as to what actually happened, based on that one sentence alone.
Usually, the story they come up with is not a good one, especially if it concerns themselves.
If it has to do with them,... Read more
DailyThoughts
2ys ago
Thoughts
There must be a balance
Loneliness at times seems amazing, it seems exactly what you you think you want, to the point where you just want to leave everything behind and to go out on a quest to find ultimate loneliness.
Then, when you do it and you actually find that loneliness, you learn that its not what you want at all and that you just feel sad and alone.
Stories like... Read more
DailyThoughts
2ys ago
Loneliness
The Vegan