I cant find what im looking for
I have been looking for a while, in so many places, but i just cant find what im looking for. I like being optimistic and to,think that it will work out, to believe it will and know it will, but when? Im running out of time, i want this to happen, i want to find it.
my biggest enemy is..
quitting while your ahead.. i wish
If i could actually do that, and know when to quit.. I find it very hard to let go of things, so i try to make it last as long as i can, sometimes making up excuses, many times actually. It usually doesn't end very well in these cases, and ending it sooner could have been so much better.
What do you consider as a bad person?
A person who does something that he knows causes pain to others, and continues to do so regardless. Mistakes happen, but if someone chooses to continue to make the same or similar mistakes, then it is no longer a mistake. With that said, i do believe that people can change. Both ways. People can always be better, and they can also always be worse... Read more
is marriage still necessary?
I have been thinking about marriage for a while now, and cant help but think that its pretty unnecessary at this point of time.. People have babies regardless of if they are married, people get divorced, a lot happens! Marriage used to be extremely important in older days, and for some people and cultures it still is very important. I just think t... Read more
life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
A single word from her can make it all go away
Happens every time. A single word from her can make all the mental pain just go away so easily.
I found what i needed even though it seemed like i didnt
I thought that i was just wasting time, i wasn't having fun, i wasn't really doing anything, and i felt that it was all just a big waste of time and that there are other places id rather be, and then i realized! I just learned an important lesson - I was trying to live someone else's life, someone else's dream, it wasn't my own! That understanding... Read more
Its so easier to dive into the negative
Its so much easier to let the negative thoughts roll without control rather than the good ones. Maybe its our nature, maybe its the way we grow up and this society, but how easy is it to think about the bad, to come up with bad stories in your mind and situations and conversations, rather than good ones. Its almost as if it happens by itself, the ... Read more
Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer. Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains. Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will? I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen. I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me. I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more