quitting while your ahead.. i wish
If i could actually do that, and know when to quit..
I find it very hard to let go of things, so i try to make it last as long as i can, sometimes making up excuses, many times actually.
It usually doesn't end very well in these cases, and ending it sooner could have been so much better.

is marriage still necessary?
I have been thinking about marriage for a while now, and cant help but think that its pretty unnecessary at this point of time..
People have babies regardless of if they are married, people get divorced, a lot happens!
Marriage used to be extremely important in older days, and for some people and cultures it still is very important.
I just think t... Read more

life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.

I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.

A single word from her can make it all go away
Happens every time.
A single word from her can make all the mental pain just go away so easily.

I found what i needed even though it seemed like i didnt
I thought that i was just wasting time, i wasn't having fun, i wasn't really doing anything, and i felt that it was all just a big waste of time and that there are other places id rather be, and then i realized!
I just learned an important lesson - I was trying to live someone else's life, someone else's dream, it wasn't my own!
That understanding... Read more

Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer.
Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains.
Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will?
I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.

I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen.
I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me.
I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
