Things work our for others but not for me
How is it that certain things work out for others so well, but for me they seem to always end up miserably? Driving to a place using google maps even fails me! 60% of the time it takes me to the wrong place and i end up spending hours driving for nothing! I really don`t understand how this happens so often.
Doing things you think you cant do
I`m not a blogger or a writer, but i decided that ill starting posting on this website and see how it goes. I`m not really expecting much in terms of feedback, i just wanted a place i can be open in and say everything on my mind. If you would ask me if i could write blog posts or anything like that, i would have probably said no, i cannot, really,... Read more
Do i really feel what i feel, or is it being amplified?
I thought about the possibility that perhaps things that i think i feel towards someone, the good and bad, are being amplified by everything else that`s going on in my life. The thought is that i am taking everything that is happening to me, all of my feelings, and focusing all of that emotion and energy into this one area of my life, so what ever... Read more
I think im done with the past
At least with one part of it. I had some time to think about things today, and i feel that i can now let go of a part of my past that i wasn't quite ready to until now. This isn't me letting go of the person this is about, rather, its me letting go of the relationship i had with that person, and allowing a new relationship to form, a better one. ... Read more
Finding some quiet time
Sometimes i find it so hard to find some quiet time, time that i need to reflect and think about everything that is going on and to clear my thoughts and to calm down, and when i actually do find the time, i realize that it was actually quite easy to do and that even a short amount of time can bring good results and that i actually had many opportu... Read more
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I cant let her go
I cant stop trying to be around her, am i obsessed? We arent together, and we dont really hang out anymore or do the things we used to, and even when we do its very different from the way it used to be.. I wish it was still like it was, things happened and it changed, but i cant stop feeling that it can still be like it was, and it frustrates me s... Read more
The amazing effect of music
Music can have such an amazing and unique effect on us, for me, it can take me through every emotional state i have been in. It can calm me down, it can get me excited, motivated, happy, reminiscent, even upset - especially if its something i don't particularly like! Throughout my life i have had different stages of music, i have had the rock stag... Read more
What would be your answer if it could be anything in the world
Here's a thought: A vampire with the ability to compel you to do anything it says asks you the following question before it kills you: "What is the last thing you want to do? You can choose anything you want to do, anything at all, and i will compel you to do it." What would be your answer? I still don't know mine..
Sometimes you work so hard to get somewhere, to achieve something, thinking it will bring you so much happiness, but when you actually achieve what ever it is or get to where ever you wanted, you find out that it does not give you as much happiness as you thought it would. Sometimes its just the thought of that accomplishment that gets you excited... Read more
I think i had the worst panic/anxiety attack of my life, it was just for about 2 seconds, but during those two seconds so much went through my mind, i litterally felt like i just mad the biggest mistake of my life and that there was no way back and that i am seriously screwed! It passed slowly after a few seconds, but the first 2 were so intense, i... Read more
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more