I think i had the worst panic/anxiety attack of my life, it was just for about 2 seconds, but during those two seconds so much went through my mind, i litterally felt like i just mad the biggest mistake of my life and that there was no way back and that i am seriously screwed! It passed slowly after a few seconds, but the first 2 were so intense, i... Read more
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
What if our dreams are true stories?
What if our dreams are actually true stories that happened in the past or are happening to someone else now? Maybe they seem so wierd sometimes because they arent transmitted to us 100% successfully, so we get these wierd situations where we live under water... Or maybe we did live under water in the past? Maybe its us dreaming the lives of a sea ... Read more
a delayed sense of fun
I dont know if im really having fun or not.. Will this be one of those times that ill look back at this experience and only then, looking back it, understand it and feel that i enjoyed it? Maybe im doing something wrong now, i feel i should be enjoying myself more and that maybe i am actually doing something wrong, i think a new approach to it all... Read more
How do i learn how to sing?? I think its become one of my life goals/dreams to be able to sit with a guitar around a fire or just around a group of people, and to sing! It amazes me hearing people sing, i want to amaze others in the same way as well! I wish there were some easy steps or advice on how to start, even though i know it could take a ... Read more
A while ago i made a list of things i want to accomplish, looking at that list now i see that one, its not a very long list, and two, i only did one thing on it so far.. Its not a bucket list and does not have any sort of deadline, but it is a list that i want to go through as soon as possible, i dont want to wait till tomorrow all the time, thing... Read more
Its funny how some people think that they do so much more work than they actually do. They go around telling people off saying that others don't do enough and that they do so much, so others should do more, while in reality, those people are doing much less work than others and just making it seem as if they are doing more. Maybe they actually thi... Read more
Good music in the morning, pretty nice way to start a day!
Who said arguing is wrong and that you shouldnt argue? I think arguments are healthy and can be very productive and efficient, it all depends on how you argue and for what reasons. If you argue to prove a point or to get others thinking, maybe outside of their box, its a good argument, what your saying doesnt even have to be completely correct!
People that do only half of the job, it just pisses me off #why_cant_you_finish_the_job