I think im done with the past
At least with one part of it. I had some time to think about things today, and i feel that i can now let go of a part of my past that i wasn't quite ready to until now. This isn't me letting go of the person this is about, rather, its me letting go of the relationship i had with that person, and allowing a new relationship to form, a better one. ... Read more
Finding some quiet time
Sometimes i find it so hard to find some quiet time, time that i need to reflect and think about everything that is going on and to clear my thoughts and to calm down, and when i actually do find the time, i realize that it was actually quite easy to do and that even a short amount of time can bring good results and that i actually had many opportu... Read more
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I cant let her go
I cant stop trying to be around her, am i obsessed? We arent together, and we dont really hang out anymore or do the things we used to, and even when we do its very different from the way it used to be.. I wish it was still like it was, things happened and it changed, but i cant stop feeling that it can still be like it was, and it frustrates me s... Read more
The amazing effect of music
Music can have such an amazing and unique effect on us, for me, it can take me through every emotional state i have been in. It can calm me down, it can get me excited, motivated, happy, reminiscent, even upset - especially if its something i don't particularly like! Throughout my life i have had different stages of music, i have had the rock stag... Read more
What would be your answer if it could be anything in the world
Here's a thought: A vampire with the ability to compel you to do anything it says asks you the following question before it kills you: "What is the last thing you want to do? You can choose anything you want to do, anything at all, and i will compel you to do it." What would be your answer? I still don't know mine..
Sometimes you work so hard to get somewhere, to achieve something, thinking it will bring you so much happiness, but when you actually achieve what ever it is or get to where ever you wanted, you find out that it does not give you as much happiness as you thought it would. Sometimes its just the thought of that accomplishment that gets you excited... Read more
I think i had the worst panic/anxiety attack of my life, it was just for about 2 seconds, but during those two seconds so much went through my mind, i litterally felt like i just mad the biggest mistake of my life and that there was no way back and that i am seriously screwed! It passed slowly after a few seconds, but the first 2 were so intense, i... Read more
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
What if our dreams are true stories?
What if our dreams are actually true stories that happened in the past or are happening to someone else now? Maybe they seem so wierd sometimes because they arent transmitted to us 100% successfully, so we get these wierd situations where we live under water... Or maybe we did live under water in the past? Maybe its us dreaming the lives of a sea ... Read more
a delayed sense of fun
I dont know if im really having fun or not.. Will this be one of those times that ill look back at this experience and only then, looking back it, understand it and feel that i enjoyed it? Maybe im doing something wrong now, i feel i should be enjoying myself more and that maybe i am actually doing something wrong, i think a new approach to it all... Read more
How do i learn how to sing?? I think its become one of my life goals/dreams to be able to sit with a guitar around a fire or just around a group of people, and to sing! It amazes me hearing people sing, i want to amaze others in the same way as well! I wish there were some easy steps or advice on how to start, even though i know it could take a ... Read more