Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
finally i get a morning to myself!
How do i make those short moments of happiness long term, permanent rather than temporary
Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer. Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains. Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will? I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.
Loving the random sunny moments in the rainy day!
Its one if those mornings where im having trouble being happy and not bummed out for no reason
i hope these decisions im making will have a good outcome, sometimes im not so sure, i think i know what im doing then sometimes it just ends not so well
We make mistakes that we just cant seem to learn from
Mistakes happen, and they will continue to happen, we just need to learn from them and make sure that the same ones don't happen again. But what if we cant learn from them? We end up making the same mistakes again and again, even if they are separated by years. And only after we make the same mistake do we realize how far back we are compared to ... Read more
We let others get to us way too easily
Something that i truly believe is that we are in charge of our own lives. Sure, there are things that happen that we do not decide or have control over, these things may have been decided by people long ago or from past events that occurred way before our time, but those are just the cards we were dealt, its completely up to us how we play our hand... Read more
Finding some quiet time
Sometimes i find it so hard to find some quiet time, time that i need to reflect and think about everything that is going on and to clear my thoughts and to calm down, and when i actually do find the time, i realize that it was actually quite easy to do and that even a short amount of time can bring good results and that i actually had many opportu... Read more
5 things I learned while being on the road
I unfortunately haven't had too many options to go out on a long adventure, and by long i mean a period of a few months at least. Life just got in the way and didn't really leave room for it. Things are different now though, life changed, things changed, and i have had the time to travel for an extended period of time, and as much as i loved the f... Read more