How do i make those short moments of happiness long term, permanent rather than temporary
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
Its funny how some people think that they do so much more work than they actually do. They go around telling people off saying that others don't do enough and that they do so much, so others should do more, while in reality, those people are doing much less work than others and just making it seem as if they are doing more. Maybe they actually thi... Read more
Loving the random sunny moments in the rainy day!
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen. I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me. I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
Its one if those mornings where im having trouble being happy and not bummed out for no reason
I found what i needed even though it seemed like i didnt
I thought that i was just wasting time, i wasn't having fun, i wasn't really doing anything, and i felt that it was all just a big waste of time and that there are other places id rather be, and then i realized! I just learned an important lesson - I was trying to live someone else's life, someone else's dream, it wasn't my own! That understanding... Read more
We make mistakes that we just cant seem to learn from
Mistakes happen, and they will continue to happen, we just need to learn from them and make sure that the same ones don't happen again. But what if we cant learn from them? We end up making the same mistakes again and again, even if they are separated by years. And only after we make the same mistake do we realize how far back we are compared to ... Read more
We let others get to us way too easily
Something that i truly believe is that we are in charge of our own lives. Sure, there are things that happen that we do not decide or have control over, these things may have been decided by people long ago or from past events that occurred way before our time, but those are just the cards we were dealt, its completely up to us how we play our hand... Read more