Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer. Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains. Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will? I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.
We assume the worst
It has become a habit for people to assume the worst. They could see a portion of an article, a sentence really, and from just that alone come up with a whole story as to what actually happened, based on that one sentence alone. Usually, the story they come up with is not a good one, especially if it concerns themselves. If it has to do with them,... Read more
Things work our for others but not for me
How is it that certain things work out for others so well, but for me they seem to always end up miserably? Driving to a place using google maps even fails me! 60% of the time it takes me to the wrong place and i end up spending hours driving for nothing! I really don`t understand how this happens so often.
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
I found what i needed even though it seemed like i didnt
I thought that i was just wasting time, i wasn't having fun, i wasn't really doing anything, and i felt that it was all just a big waste of time and that there are other places id rather be, and then i realized! I just learned an important lesson - I was trying to live someone else's life, someone else's dream, it wasn't my own! That understanding... Read more
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen. I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me. I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
it was so nice..
I was having such a nice time, why do people have to come and argue next to me?
Certain animals are okay to eat while others are not?
If I were to tell you that your neighbour has cat and dog meat in his freezer, which baseball bat would be your choice to knock on his door? Most people would not feel okay with this, especially if it were their neighbor, someone living so close to them, even more if they owned a cat or a dog themselves! Some would even try to do something about i... Read more
i can relate to this
I can really relate to this, i have had this before, especially about a girl, i still remember the feeling i had when i woke up, i never felt it before and never felt it after, and the memory of it has stayed with after over 10 years! Talking about this post: https://divuni.com/post/315
Reaching the end!
Its been relatively short, but felt so so long, and i'm reaching the end of it now! Feeling scared, excited, sad, and so much more that i can put in to words. Its been a ride!
life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.
quitting while your ahead.. i wish
If i could actually do that, and know when to quit.. I find it very hard to let go of things, so i try to make it last as long as i can, sometimes making up excuses, many times actually. It usually doesn't end very well in these cases, and ending it sooner could have been so much better.