Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer.
Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains.
Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will?
I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.

The amazing effect of music
Music can have such an amazing and unique effect on us, for me, it can take me through every emotional state i have been in.
It can calm me down, it can get me excited, motivated, happy, reminiscent, even upset - especially if its something i don't particularly like!
Throughout my life i have had different stages of music, i have had the rock stag... Read more

Ok so I meet this guy last spring he was funny cool and very charming. We hit it off real good. He even introduced me to his younger son. In time we had intercourse and it was good. We would always make time to see one another during the week. He told me he loved me 3 months ago but I couldn't say it back to him because we were just having sex... Read more

life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.

Walking literally for hours, at least 6, because you thought there was no bus, only to see the bus drive past you while walking..
#come_on
#seriously
#at_least_its_good_excercise

Long days, sometimes they are just a burden, but even for the longest and hardest of days, you have the option of either looking at it as just a burden, or looking at it as something more, an opportunity to grow and learn, to learn more about yourself and others.
In the end its really in your hands, its your life and your world.
