Life has taken so many turns, some good some bad, some of the good lead to bad, and some bad lead to good.. Things just cant be straight forward can they?
Sometimes you work so hard to get somewhere, to achieve something, thinking it will bring you so much happiness, but when you actually achieve what ever it is or get to where ever you wanted, you find out that it does not give you as much happiness as you thought it would. Sometimes its just the thought of that accomplishment that gets you excited... Read more
Sometimes i find myself getting angry at the littlest of things, it can be the noise of a cabinet closing, someone not understanding me, something falling (a broom falling and making a noise really gets to me!).. I think one thing that really gets me mad is when someone doesnt understand what im trying to say, it doesnt matter how many times i rep... Read more
anyone ever wanted to really go out and do something they thought would be amazing, but when finally you went to do it, it wasn't really all that great?
Finally getting somewhere!
i think at this point, i have spent about 30% - 40% of my traveling driving..
Yes, i do have something on my mind..
so tired in the mornings, doesn't matter how much i sleep!
sometimes i feel so lost in life, no motivation, not joy, until i decide to get organized, and then i notice that i felt that way because everything was just a big mess and was completely unorganized, and that once everything is set up properly, organized, and i know what im doing, those negative feelings just go away. If anyone ever feels lost an... Read more
Who the hell is incharge of luck? And why the hell does he keep giving me the bad kind!?
Im going back and for with this person
Its like a swing, i distance myself from them, then i swing back and try and get closer. Everytime its the same, i say this is it, that im not doing this again, and then it happens agains. Do i not have the power to actually do it, or maybe i dont have the will? I want to end this, but i find myself continuosly swinging right back into it.
What to do if i cant stop falling a sleep while driving but have to continue driving??