sometimes i feel so lost in life, no motivation, not joy, until i decide to get organized, and then i notice that i felt that way because everything was just a big mess and was completely unorganized, and that once everything is set up properly, organized, and i know what im doing, those negative feelings just go away. If anyone ever feels lost an... Read more
Why cant i have fun?? I feel disconnected!
At times i feel like im really unsocial, to the point where no one wants to talk to me, and trying to include myself in conversations is just forcing myself in them, and in the end im not really participating in them. Its like i have nothing to say or anything i say isnt going to be important or worth listening to or commenting on.
sometimes its just so unreal how things work out, you could go through what you think at the time is hell, only to understand after that it all just led you to this point where it all works out!
I think i had the worst panic/anxiety attack of my life, it was just for about 2 seconds, but during those two seconds so much went through my mind, i litterally felt like i just mad the biggest mistake of my life and that there was no way back and that i am seriously screwed! It passed slowly after a few seconds, but the first 2 were so intense, i... Read more
How do i make those short moments of happiness long term, permanent rather than temporary
finally i get a morning to myself!
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
Do you also laugh when you see someone fall? I always laugh.. Not on purpose, its more like a reflex, someone falls, i laugh. If i fall i also laugh and am completly ok with others laughing. Is it just me that laughs uncontrollably?
Yes, i do have something on my mind..
life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.