a delayed sense of fun
I dont know if im really having fun or not.. Will this be one of those times that ill look back at this experience and only then, looking back it, understand it and feel that i enjoyed it? Maybe im doing something wrong now, i feel i should be enjoying myself more and that maybe i am actually doing something wrong, i think a new approach to it all... Read more
Somethings are so unexpected, even when some,of these unexpected things are actually expected
I think i had the worst panic/anxiety attack of my life, it was just for about 2 seconds, but during those two seconds so much went through my mind, i litterally felt like i just mad the biggest mistake of my life and that there was no way back and that i am seriously screwed! It passed slowly after a few seconds, but the first 2 were so intense, i... Read more
Its funny how some people think that they do so much more work than they actually do. They go around telling people off saying that others don't do enough and that they do so much, so others should do more, while in reality, those people are doing much less work than others and just making it seem as if they are doing more. Maybe they actually thi... Read more
People that do only half of the job, it just pisses me off #why_cant_you_finish_the_job
At times i feel like im really unsocial, to the point where no one wants to talk to me, and trying to include myself in conversations is just forcing myself in them, and in the end im not really participating in them. Its like i have nothing to say or anything i say isnt going to be important or worth listening to or commenting on.
So are american vegans not really vegan? All american vegans i have met until now eat honey, and many times eggs too. Some even say that they eat an occasional burger, but still call themselves vegan!
Heres to new beginnings!!
Im tired of feeling that i dont fit in anywhere, everywhere i go, with who ever the people are, i always feel as if a dont fit in! It doesnt even matter what they are doing, i just feel as if im out of place, its starting to really get to me! Why dont i fit in with anyone? I want to! I want to have fun and be in the same mind set as others, but im... Read more
I feel like all i want it sex, and thats not how i want to feel