Its funny how some people think that they do so much more work than they actually do. They go around telling people off saying that others don't do enough and that they do so much, so others should do more, while in reality, those people are doing much less work than others and just making it seem as if they are doing more. Maybe they actually thi... Read more
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen. I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me. I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
Things work our for others but not for me
How is it that certain things work out for others so well, but for me they seem to always end up miserably? Driving to a place using google maps even fails me! 60% of the time it takes me to the wrong place and i end up spending hours driving for nothing! I really don`t understand how this happens so often.
There must be a balance
Loneliness at times seems amazing, it seems exactly what you you think you want, to the point where you just want to leave everything behind and to go out on a quest to find ultimate loneliness. Then, when you do it and you actually find that loneliness, you learn that its not what you want at all and that you just feel sad and alone. Stories like... Read more
At times i feel like im really unsocial, to the point where no one wants to talk to me, and trying to include myself in conversations is just forcing myself in them, and in the end im not really participating in them. Its like i have nothing to say or anything i say isnt going to be important or worth listening to or commenting on.
So are american vegans not really vegan? All american vegans i have met until now eat honey, and many times eggs too. Some even say that they eat an occasional burger, but still call themselves vegan!
By Alan Watts
"To have faith is to trust yourself to the water. When you swim you don't grab hold of the water, because if you do you will sink and drown. Instead you relax, and float."
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
People that do only half of the job, it just pisses me off #why_cant_you_finish_the_job
Its one if those mornings where im having trouble being happy and not bummed out for no reason
quitting while your ahead.. i wish
If i could actually do that, and know when to quit.. I find it very hard to let go of things, so i try to make it last as long as i can, sometimes making up excuses, many times actually. It usually doesn't end very well in these cases, and ending it sooner could have been so much better.
I think im done with the past
At least with one part of it. I had some time to think about things today, and i feel that i can now let go of a part of my past that i wasn't quite ready to until now. This isn't me letting go of the person this is about, rather, its me letting go of the relationship i had with that person, and allowing a new relationship to form, a better one. ... Read more