Sometimes i just cant understand people
Sometimes people ask me questions that just stop me right there, and i just don't have an answer to. Such questions that i don't understand why people would ask, or things they say.. I wont go in to specifics, but i just don't understand sometimes, these things just leave me speechless!
There must be a balance
Loneliness at times seems amazing, it seems exactly what you you think you want, to the point where you just want to leave everything behind and to go out on a quest to find ultimate loneliness. Then, when you do it and you actually find that loneliness, you learn that its not what you want at all and that you just feel sad and alone. Stories like... Read more
I found what i needed even though it seemed like i didnt
I thought that i was just wasting time, i wasn't having fun, i wasn't really doing anything, and i felt that it was all just a big waste of time and that there are other places id rather be, and then i realized! I just learned an important lesson - I was trying to live someone else's life, someone else's dream, it wasn't my own! That understanding... Read more
Reaching the end!
Its been relatively short, but felt so so long, and i'm reaching the end of it now! Feeling scared, excited, sad, and so much more that i can put in to words. Its been a ride!
Its so easier to dive into the negative
Its so much easier to let the negative thoughts roll without control rather than the good ones. Maybe its our nature, maybe its the way we grow up and this society, but how easy is it to think about the bad, to come up with bad stories in your mind and situations and conversations, rather than good ones. Its almost as if it happens by itself, the ... Read more
Kavanaugh or Ford?
Who do you believe?
I did something that i though would bring me happiness
I thought this would bring me happiness, that if i lived this, dream basically, that i would be happy, but that didnt happen. I realize now that this isnt my dream, its A dream, someone else found thier answers in life by doing this, it worked for that person, but it didnt work for me. I need to find my own way, but at least i realize that i have... Read more
A single word from her can make it all go away
Happens every time. A single word from her can make all the mental pain just go away so easily.
i can relate to this
I can really relate to this, i have had this before, especially about a girl, i still remember the feeling i had when i woke up, i never felt it before and never felt it after, and the memory of it has stayed with after over 10 years! Talking about this post: https://divuni.com/post/315
I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.
life changes are everywhere
you just have to keep your "eyes" open.
quitting while your ahead.. i wish
If i could actually do that, and know when to quit.. I find it very hard to let go of things, so i try to make it last as long as i can, sometimes making up excuses, many times actually. It usually doesn't end very well in these cases, and ending it sooner could have been so much better.