Hiding things is almost never they way, but sometimes i just cant bring myself to say whats really on my mind, and i cant say what i know i should say..
Regret i feel is a large part of life, not because there are so many things that we do that we regret, but because there are so many things we just don't want to regret. It could be not wanting to regret not doing something that we want to do, and it could be regretting doing something that we don't want to do (usually its the former as its usuall... Read more
The amazing effect of music
Music can have such an amazing and unique effect on us, for me, it can take me through every emotional state i have been in. It can calm me down, it can get me excited, motivated, happy, reminiscent, even upset - especially if its something i don't particularly like! Throughout my life i have had different stages of music, i have had the rock stag... Read more
is trying to find yourself by not being yourself a good way of finding yourself?
Im tired of having to deal with all of these stressful things, i want to just go on vacation for a year, relax, and not think about things. Maybe ill become a Buddhist monk
i hope these decisions im making will have a good outcome, sometimes im not so sure, i think i know what im doing then sometimes it just ends not so well
Walking through the subway i heard a great opera singer performing there for money and exposure. He had an amazing voice! I wonder why its so hard for people like that to get an actual gig, i only heard his voice, but it was amazing, better than others i have heard that have an actual career in opera singing..
What makes people want to do bad things, or what makes them just not care?
Sometimes i get so annoyed with people to the point that i cant even look at them anymore, i cant look them in the eye, the face, nothing, not even in their direction! Even when we are talking 1 on 1 about something good, i cant seem to look them in the face.. as if i`m traumatized or something. I find this happens with people i dislike and don't ... Read more
Ever feel used and that you have nothing to do about it?
Should i have bought bitcoin??
so does anyone else like "weird" or "bad smells"? for example, when I get sweaty I actually enjoy the smell of my own pits or the smell of my belly button. anyone else got something like that going on?