Ever feel used and that you have nothing to do about it?

I feel like i dont want to move on and let go
I know what happens and what will happen if i dont let go, and i feel like i can let go, but i also feel like i dont really want to let go.

Sometimes you work so hard to get somewhere, to achieve something, thinking it will bring you so much happiness, but when you actually achieve what ever it is or get to where ever you wanted, you find out that it does not give you as much happiness as you thought it would.
Sometimes its just the thought of that accomplishment that gets you excited... Read more

Do i really feel what i feel, or is it being amplified?
I thought about the possibility that perhaps things that i think i feel towards someone, the good and bad, are being amplified by everything else that`s going on in my life.
The thought is that i am taking everything that is happening to me, all of my feelings, and focusing all of that emotion and energy into this one area of my life, so what ever... Read more
Life has taken so many turns, some good some bad, some of the good lead to bad, and some bad lead to good.. Things just cant be straight forward can they?

have you ever met someone that you really wanted to be with? more than just wanting, you felt you need to be with, even though you are in a relationship?
Its happened to me before, and while i didn't do anything with this person, i had this immense feeling as if i missed out on something incredible, that it wasn't just about being with that person... Read more

Finally getting somewhere!

sometimes i feel so lost in life, no motivation, not joy, until i decide to get organized, and then i notice that i felt that way because everything was just a big mess and was completely unorganized, and that once everything is set up properly, organized, and i know what im doing, those negative feelings just go away.
If anyone ever feels lost an... Read more
