If you died tomorrow, what would you wish you had done?
I wished i would have lived my dreams without anyone stopping me.
But i also wish to just be ok with the life i did live.
I wish I would have been more outspoken, more open, and more courageous to take larger leaps into the unknown, even when it meant giving up my current lifestyle and the comfort and stability that comes with it.
I have had a habit for as long as I can remember of not speaking up when I had so much to say. Instead, I kept it all inside.
I didn't act when I knew I should have. When I felt that if I don't, I will lose another part of myself.
I kept it all inside until it burst like a balloon. The negativity that erupted from it was targeted usually towards the person closest to me and always towards myself.
This bad habit of mine has affected my life in ways that cannot be undone, in ways that require an enormous amount of mental strength to recover from, but even more to change and break the habit.