Absolutely not.
I wish this was not my answer, but i believe that we all have the power to make a difference, to cause change, to make things better, but most of us simply do not, I do not.
I would like to one day have a different answer, an answer i could be proud of, but today is not that day.
Yes, walking alone in nature.
It doesn't matter what state i am in when i start, i could be furious, angry and upset, or just extremely stressed, the moment i start walking it all clears up.
The thoughts are all still there, but i am calm and am able to understand these thoughts and come to better conclusions.
The negative feelings just go away and i am left with a sort of peace i feel only while i am alone in nature.
I'm not afraid of either.
I aim for success, which can come in many forms, and I understand that along the way to success there may be many failures, I am not afraid or worried about them because I understand that each failure is an opportunity to learn something that I apparently did not know very well or at all.
Failures for me are part of the success.
Everyone can change.
I have no idea who its from, if its even from anyone specific at all, but I interpret it as:
Anyone can change themselves, and cause change in others.
I would like to be more courageous, i want to have the courage to do what i believe is right, no matter the pain.
I want to be able to change my habits and to create new ones.
I want to be more adventurous.
I want to not take things so seriously and to stop thinking things are worse than they are.
Those are things i would like to change about myself.
Both, we are extremely creative, but much better at being destructive.
We are creatively destructive, we ruin things in creative ways.
I generally do not agree with the idea of stealing, but i also do not agree with the idea and the fact that some people do not have money for food and water, while others live in mansions, have over 10 cars, spend hundreds or thousands of dollars on a single piece of clothing, while some people cannot afford a simple shirt to keep them warm at night when they sleep on the streets or in bushes.
I don't know if in order to understand happiness you must experience and understand pain and suffering.
I don't know if the contrast between the two is a requirement, but i do believe that the contrast can emphasis happiness and suffering to a greater extent.
I'm not sure if there is a point in changing any period. People will still be people.
I believe the outcome would still be of the same type, just maybe with different "players".
There would still be war, there would still be people who can't afford drinking water while others own multiple homes, cars, and even private planes.
People will still care about money, power, and themselves way more than anything else, so i believe the world would always come to a similar situation as its in now.
Right now i dont feel fulfilled, i feel as if i am wasting my time and life by living in a way that i do not enjoy and do not want to live.
So if i were to die tonight, i would probably not feel fulfilled.
