This is a very difficult question to answer, i think it requires a very clear understanding of who you are and what you want to do with your life, what your bigger picture in life is.
I'm not sure i know the answer to this, but, based on who i am right now, i would say my purpose is freedom, to achieve my own version of freedom and to also help others achieve there own.
Stress and pressure, they are like a time bomb, the moment I start feeling stressed or pressured I know I have to get away otherwise I will not be able to calm down, so I go for a walk in the forest, which always calms me down and lets me think about things clearly.
People also make me feel like I need to be alone, not necessarily because of anything they do, its more about how I perceive the things others do. Sometimes I just feel as if everyone is against me, at those times all I want to do is to be alone, by myself.
I wished i would have lived my dreams without anyone stopping me.
But i also wish to just be ok with the life i did live.
I believe that most things can be built up, improved, or even introduced into relationships.
But if the other side is not open to trying, then there may not be much that can be done about some things.
I would hope that the other side would be open to trying things, open to improving and doing new things, open to fixing things in different ways if what we tried hasn't worked, but if in the end the person just isn't open to it, i would feel that it may just not be a right fit for me.
Most things can be worked on, but if one side is not open to working on things in what ever way would help, then there may just not be much to do.
To try and be the best person i can be.
Its hard to say if i am living up to this, at times i feel like i am, at other times it feels like i am far from it.
This is the core of all other values for me, this includes not hurting or harming others, people and animals, it includes trying to be as helpful as i can, to be honest, to not do to others what i wouldn't want done to me.
It includes everything that would make me the person i want to be.
Sometimes i feel like i am on the right path to being the best me i can be, sometimes it feels as if i took quit a few steps back.
I know i am never going to be perfect, and i am not trying to be. I am just trying to be the person i see in myself as best as i can.
You can do anything you want in this world.
If you think about it, this is just true, plain and simple.
Yes, there are some boundaries to this, unless I have missed it in the news, there isn't a way to become a superman or get superhuman powers, yet.
But in terms of the world we live in, yes, you can do anything you want.
If there are boundaries (other than superhuman abilities), you can find a way to get past them.
Obviously, this is incredibly easier said than done, but I feel that this is the truth, at least for me.
There are many things I want in life, and technically, I could just go right now and do them, but, because I have my current life and the people in it, I don't do it, I don't just get up and go and start living this other life full of everything I want.
But the fact is still the same, if I wanted and chose to do it, I could just go and do it, it would just mean leaving behind quit a lot.
Not chasing my dreams enough.
I know and knew the dream, and to some extent, I fought for it, for them, but at some point, without intention, it just faded and became just that, a dream, instead of my reality.
I got stuck in this sort of day-to-day life, the good old-fashioned society-type life, the exact kind of life I was trying to get away from. The kind of life I am still trying to get away from.
I still have my dreams, and I am still fighting for them, though, I admit that I am probably not fighting hard enough for them, out of fear of further regret, and a lack of courage.
But the fight does go on.
That even the people you love the most, people you have known for years and that you trust more than anyone else, can always find a way to break that trust.
This was the hardest life lesson I had to learn. It's not that I didn't know that this was a possibility or that I was living in some sort of illusion that people are perfect and that this won't happen to me, I knew it could, but there is a huge difference between knowing that it can happen and to have it actually happen.
When it happened, it taught me a lot, I understood that even though people can in fact be trusted, this trust cannot be blind trust, it must be maintained and must be nourished and guided. I learned that it's not just about the trust itself, it more than that, it's about maintaining that trust and keeping it at the level it should be, as you need it to be, and understanding what the trust actually is, the strength of it, and, what its breaking points are because everything has a breaking point.
I learned that just as everything has a breaking point, so does trust, and if you do not understand where this breaking point is, at some point, it will break without you realizing and understanding why, it will be sudden and painful. Knowing where the breaking point is will help you be ready for when it actually happens, and, it can help you prevent it from breaking in the first place.
I find the most meaning in my life through achieving goals that either bring me closer to my dreams or by doing things I believe in.
It doesn't have to be big things, it can be small things, such as being more minimalistic. I try to be a minimalist as much as I can and whenever it makes sense, so when I do something towards this kind of lifestyle, I get a great sense of accomplishment and satisfaction.
A few years ago i found a way and a place to relax, to feel at ease and at peace, a place i can go to calm down from everything.
I went for a walk in a forest.
That simple.
The affect it has on me is like no other. I can spend hours there. When I'm in a bad state of mind, when things are confusing and hard, i can go there and everything will just fall in place. I am able to think properly and to better understand myself and what ever the situation is.
I go there when i want to be alone, when i need to think and understand things, to reduce stress and pressure.
